Backdoor

Jaded

Adjective:

"Tired, bored, or lacking enthusiasm, 

typically after having had too much of something"

This is the first thing that came on when you put this in Google

Yeah

Darte

Great choice of word

I have been incepted with this ever since

And honestly

It's so apt

I have told 2 person about this word

And how it's associated to me

Yup, it's just great to talk about this with others

I don't know

Maybe it's just me

I like to unleash it at one go

You can dont like it

But you provide me the platform

And you're like my rubbish bin or toilet bowl

Whereby I can throw up after some food poisoning

And some hangover or wat

I feel good immediately

I clean myself up

I pick myself up

And I moved on

The 2 persons I spoke to

I'm just thankful

Really

If 19th December 2011 fails

I know the result

Don't console me

Because I can see it written in the stars

I have seen this episode too many times

I have memorised and can sing along to the lyrics of the drama serial

I know what the characters lines are

What will happen and how the ending is like

And honestly my spider sense tells me that

Yeah, it's just gonna turn out the way I imagined it to be

I never prayed for this when I went to the Guan Yi Ma temple the other day

Because I thought.....yeah dont waste my most sincere prayers

You know what?

There's always a backdoor for you

And I'm not gonna construct a backdoor for myself

It's just not me

I will go straight through the front

If it doesnt turn out the way it is

I will clip my tail between my legs

And I will hang my head and walk out

Through the front

I'm a better man

 

There's always a backdoor for you

Always a backdoor for you

And its just fucking unfair

Dont come and tell me its just some BGR problems

You don't know what it is