Something to look forward to

What are we chasing at this age?

Is it the cash?

Is it the love?

Is it the companionship?

Is it the parents' understanding?

Is it the academic recognition?

Is it the peers' approval?

I don't really know

I'm lost

At the age of 23

I'm facing a quarter-life crisis

Yes you read that right....

I'm so lost sometimes

And I don't like this feeling

As I plough on in my 1st year of university

I took some time for reflection

I look at the dashboard and realised how occasionally I updated

Yes, that's sad

I clocked a solid 12 hours everyday studying

And that is little compared to the rest

But I'm not the rest

I'm not like them

I realised I cant get good results in university despite how hardworking I am

So now

I realised that I should take advantage of this situation

And get to better myself in other ways

I always have this fondness for travelling

Be it planning the trip or getting the itinerary ready

Yes, so looking forward to the Bangkok trip in June

And after that I can officially self-declared I'm done for South-east Asia

Throwing behind Philippines, Laos and Vietnam

And I can move on to USA for work and travel next year

Life is so short

And it's like a book

When people don't travel, they only read the first page of the book

I wanna keep flipping the book

Get to places I have never been to

I wanna spend all my life savings on seeing the world

I don't want to be another guy

Just another friend or whatsoever

I wanna be someone who is well-equipped with knowledge

To increase my body-language reading skills

I wanna know more people

And yes, starting this holiday

I think I am gonna do a good job

I'm gonna ask different people out

And I'm wanna know all about them without them knowing all about me

Sounds ironic?

Yeah, but I wanna know 100+ new friends

Seems legit?

Hahaha, this is like a bad cassette player

Ranting on and on

Don't even know what to write now

But hey, I'm feeling awesome already

:)