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This is something good!

Reminds me of the days in Army

Where some guys you would call them as " Brothers "

Because you know they would help you till the end

I'm always so sucked into this kind of war movies

Always

I remembered staying up to watch " Band of Brothers " last time

Then sometimes I would curse myself if I'm not home in time to catch it

Yeah

That's how badly I want to watch the series

All 10 episodes of them

Watching the trailer makes me realised I haven catch a couple of movies

Like Captain America, Jackie Chan's 1911, Real Steel, 

Abduction and Friends with Benefits

Not the right timing

Oh well

Johnny English was damn good!

I walked out the cinema feeling like a man reborned

Comedy is just a relief to the soul and mind and body

Watching this trailer also makes me detach myself from some thinking

Like how I struggle about calling home to tell my parents I hurt my leg

Like the 10897 times

Like how expensive it was to seek treatment

Like how I cant ride home and have to leave the bike in hall

Like how I cant walk

Like how I spin a white-lie that I was sick and cant ride home

(which was true somewhat)

Had a fever in hall, somehow expected it

Prep myself and self-medicated successfully

Managed to get a car ride home

Was not the best of car ride

But I cant complain

I know beggars cant be choosers

And you should also know how I hate to be "the beggar"

Like how I loathe the role

I kinda predicted the car-ride part

And predicted the outcome of me going home to get a lashing

Oh well

It's always the same outcome

Try as I might not to speak in an angry or loud tone

(I swear to whatever God you pray to that I did my very best)

But my parents have this cunning innate ability to provoke the beast within

And this beast is also they reared up one

They just keep asking the most of annoying qns

Like if I fell down

(when 3 seconds ago I just said I did)

And how did I fell

(which I explained together while saying I fell down)

Did I see doctor

(the bandage is I put myself?)

Did I bath or not

(if bandage can get wet I also just jump into jacuzzi right?)

And which part is pain

(the bandage that part..........)

I mean I don mind answering them

It just pissed me off big time

The way they go about asking it

And the only good thing at home nowadays is the TV

So double-hate when I am seated down at the sofa

All injured leg laid out and stuff

Then they have to ask me this and that

Makes me just throwing the controller at the TV

Best thing said just now

" 这样痛就不要会来啦! "

Sarcastic tone added

If there's a volcano within

I would just erupt

But I know my leg is so badly hurt I cant do anything

And violence is also not the way to go

I just stood there

Felt like a boy

Who wanted to cry his heart out

Looking down at the ground

All tired and pain and all

But still getting the WTF treatment

Instead of being concerned and cared for

So I sit in the toilet

Leg all covered in plastic bag

And just took the shower hose and held it

Like a epic loser

Cant even reach for the soap without fearing that I might slip

WTF right?

" Joke-of-the-Year "

You know in my life

I hate to be reliant on others

Because I know some ppl cannot be trusted

And I hate to see other ppl face or mood swing

Especially when I have helped them without a 2nd care

And they have to throw in their personal problem when helping me

I know my issue quite serious that's why I asked for help

Shouldnt they put themselves in my shoes?

Or am I just thinking too much?

And revert to being this selfish asshole that

every single man is always for himself?

Learning to be self-reliant

To be independent

To adapt and to survive in surroundings

That's something I have learn in these 22 years

But sometimes

Especially during injuries

I hate it when I have to eat humble pie like I freaking deserved it

I just hate it

And every single time I just ate the damn fucking humble pie

I dont know
I cant understand
I'm not Superman
I'm not some good old Mr-Do-It-All
I tell ppl I have some problem
And they said " Wah lao, you Yong Jun leh "
So?
So?
Yong Jun dont have problems?
Put yourself in my shoes can?

Oh wait
I cant expect too much
Because with high hopes comes more dissapointment
Yup
Accept whatever it comes my way
It just help to harden the layer of protection

Make the correct friends
Hold them close
Treat them well
And they help you even when you call them at 8am

Thanks
Cant believe my luck
One simple text message
One coincident meeting
Because simple things cheer me up
:)